“Sorry”

  

Been hearing that word quite plenty, 

being said sincerely, 

being misused and abused,

sometimes being used for the sake of courtesy.

I. 

What am I writing this for? 

Throwing out the hurt and pain that stay within me? 

To fix the brokenness? 

To seek for healing? 

To defend myself? 

What is it for? 

#breath 

The scars caused by you still remain here. 

The wounds, they are still painful.

I am still tearing sometimes, 

but you just didn’t know it. 

Or maybe,

you didn’t want to know. 

But then, 

even if you knew, 

it won’t make a difference. 

You have said sorry for a thousand times.

But, 

I just don’t feel your heart in it.

 
I love you.

Still. 

But to live with you, 

maybe I can’t. 

I’m sorry. 

#scars #brokeness #sorry 

*photo taken from @therealbanksy Twitter account 

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